Are you happy?

At the risk of making any public admissions, and keeping this short and sweet and within forum rules, I'd say my happiness is pretty low, but I have good days and bad, filled with stress. I'm deeply appreciative of my relatively good health at my age, for starters. I have many things to be thankful for, and bluntly that's what keeps me going. I have survived numerous near death and near serious injury events. I've lived a very rugged and hard life, by current standards anyway. Most people tend to be deeply engaging with me in person, when I tell them of my life experiences and frankly I'm surprised I'm still above ground. I've lived a relatively rich and fulfilled life with my travels, careers, education, hobbies, and adventures while remaining relatively unscathed. So I have a lot to be thankful for. But, now, I live in memories of happier times. I listen to and watch a lot of movies/tv/music from decades ago. And I do have several amazing hobbies that I don't get to do often but I really enjoy. And a great dog that I cherish. And, I have had a very rewarding life and career, and in my career I have done tremendous good for hundreds of clients, in many instances making positive life changing wins, keeping innocent men from prison, losing careers, or millions of dollars in retirements.

But there has been tremendous deep loss and disappointment in my life. I lost my only parent far too early to cancer (we had a very close relationship), my best friend committed suicide totally without warning a couple years ago, I've lost 2 other friends to suicides, I've had a few other good friends die far too young, and in the last year I've lost a few others I cared about, along with putting down 2 dogs in the last decade (I'm a dog person, I like them more than most people), which has all been extremely hard on me. I did several combat tours in Iraq, and I'm dealing with the aftermath of some relatively serious injuries in the military, which are getting worse with age. Unlike a lot of people who grow up, plant roots, make big connections with stability, grow families, etc. I took a different path, and have lived in many states. This has made making long-term friends extremely hard, so I value the ones I have. Unfortunately, I've been betrayed and neglected by friends I heavily invested in, and was just sharing that with a female friend last night over drinks. I was very successful with women but the world is just a far different place than it was a decade ago, and I've had my heart smashed romantically a few times, to the point that I'm squarely in the MGTOW camp. (Anyone who wants to know more about that, please message me.) I feel extremely disappointed by most people in life, and society in general. So that all complicates matters and leads to feeling lonely and isolated. I do have several good friends, which does keep me balanced and grounded.

I'm quite bitter about the macro-world around me, which has gone absolutely insane on every metric, seemingly bent on ruin. I feel generally lied to, deceived, conned, and shammed by essentially the powers that be in all respects. I would normally advise others to shrug it off if you cannot control it, but nearly every important aspect of (all of) our lives has just gone off the rails, full tilt insane and corrupt. It effects finances, hobbies, relationships, war/peace, economics, religion, etc. (all the great topics we cannot discuss here, right!?) right down to individual and species survival. It creates a lot of stress and anxiety. And much of these issues directly negatively impacts my profession, and personal life, without getting into messy details. I'm extremely analytical, inquisitive, and introspective and observant so I focus on a lot of these deeper issues probably too much.

I try to stay positive, do things I enjoy, make friends and make my friendships stronger, help others, get fresh air and exercise, etc. In general I remain upbeat, but have regular anxiety and frustration with so many things. I set goals and stay busy as much as I can. Lord knows I have a mountain of work and home improvement projects at hand, so there's no shortage of tasks.

To anyone struggling, I'm a good listener and you can message me and I can do my best to offer encouragement. I have certainly lived through enough to offer encouragement that it does get better. Or we can just laugh at our own miseries.
 
I am 77 and could not be happier. I am very busy with hobbies and such. BUT....There have been times I was not so happy and yet I still had hobbies. You must find out what it at the root of your unhappiness. You may need to seek professional help. You may need non-addictive "happy pills". What you are experiencing is NOT NORMAL
 
Interesting question in a forum like this. AnyWho, when I think back of my youth and how I took everything for granted, I didn’t realize just how much fun I was having, until I didn’t have it anymore. I should be happy, but with age, comes a new set of challenges. Sure, I look good on paper, and when I’m out, nobody can tell whether I’m too focused or just a grumpy old man. 🫤
 
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Individual Happiness is a very personal thing that is different for each of us. Some folks like money, other fancy things and stuff like that.
For me personally, I am a Lizard LOVE the sun and the heat. Winters makes me feel very unhappy and sad. At this moment, I can not change this love and hate relation that I have w/ this location but this too will change.

To ease the burden during my unhappy moments, I just focus on the things I can control and everything else goes by the window.
 
I am 77 and could not be happier. I am very busy with hobbies and such. BUT....There have been times I was not so happy and yet I still had hobbies. You must find out what it at the root of your unhappiness. You may need to seek professional help. You may need non-addictive "happy pills". What you are experiencing is NOT NORMAL
Honestly I’ve been diagnosed with depression and taken about two dozen different meds and have weekly appointments with someone to talk to and the world still sucks lol.

I will say it’s nice to read others comments. Lots of different perspectives.
 
I’m very happy. Could I be happier, sure. But have I been much, much worse, yes. I focus on being positive and helping people as much as I can. I always joke around and look for any opportunity to cut it up. I use exercise to blow out all the mental garbage from the day. I found out young in life that this is an absolute must for me. I keep my health as a a top priority. I have a great spouse and great kids. Career is great. But it is just how I pay the bills, it is not tied to my identity in anyway. I work very hard to not let work beat me down. And lastly I don’t watch any news or media. I cannot mentally handle it as it gives me anxiety.

I’m sorry things are not great for you, friend. Maybe some soul searching is in order.
 
I'd say I'm generally happy with my life. I work really stupidly long hours, but it's done with interesting people that develop meaningfully engaging conversations. I provide for my family I'm genuinely surprised daily by the things I have and get to enjoy with my family. I feel like I'm much more aware of it these days as I now make much more money than I have in my life and while money isn't everything, it does make things a lot easier.

I really can't complain. I was in a dark place a couple years back and I can happily say I'm not there anymore.
 
I'm generally happy however, there are times, like now, after dealing with my Dads passing
and Mom being alone at 82, the stress can bring ya down occasionally. But, she is my Mother so, I don't let the bad get in the way of the good therefore, I'll do anything I can for her comfort, care, and happiness, which in turn makes me happy. I have a wonderful wife, my Daughter is nearly 37 and doing pretty well so, all in all, I can't complain a lot. Finding
more to do and stay interested in after retiring is more of a challenge than I expected but, when it comes up, I'm glad to accept it. Most of the time I'm pretty darned happy though.
A few times when I was younger I went through periods when I wasn't sure if I'd ever be happy or not. But, I suspect a lot of other folks face these same challenges at one point or another in their lives as well. I do hope for those who aren't very happy, you can find your way to get there.
 
First off , I am Happy I have discovered just how much more in common I have with many people here as I read more comments.
I can tell a lot of us grew up in some of the same wild and interesting times. I came one foot away from going to the Vietnam war. I have utmost respect for those who went. POTUS Nixon cancelled the draft the very same May that I was to graduate High school. So I likely would have been getting out of school and shortly after on the way across the globe.

Back on subject:
Happy. Though I bet lots of us can find reasons to say SAD. I know I can easily. But some good people thru the years have taught me If we concentrate on all of the good in our lives , those positives leave lots less room for the SAD moods.
I really want to believe (hope) all or at least many of us here can find reasons to remind us we can n should be Happy. But I too can realize some people are in some very hard places. Places not so easy to cast aside. I been there too. More times than I want to admit.

I know some can tell us SAD because of certain things or people in their lives who they can not control who bring the SAD into their life.
I have had those and found a way to deal with it. It was not my chosen idea but had few options for my own health n well being. I had to eliminate some from my life. Some are cut out 100% - forever. This SAD thing includes some family which really hurts. The ones I can't totally eliminate I must limit my time in their presence. Yes, that stuff is really SAD.

Positives/Lucky/Happy
I must throw the word "Lucky" besides my "Happy." Because of the wife. We are still going strong after 45yrs. After we started out with just about nothing to our names. Each owned a car. Thats about it. I did not have a job when she took her chance on me. Happy again because I realized that is the spot in life that I truly hit my own Lottery. I do hope many can find at least one moment like that to help them answer Happy. Truly sorry, some have lost special people in their lives. I have too. Again as much as I am deeply affected by these losses , I thank the "Man above" I have had them in my life no matter how short a time.

So, lucky and blessed with all we were given and accomplished. Those things truly make me believe there is "Someone Up Above." I am 100% certain that Someone has been looking out for us a long time. Not that I deserve it in the least.

Its absolutely shocking to me that the wife and I who started out so poor and with just about zero possessions , little to no advice or help in lots of the important matters it takes to have and successfully raise children pulled that off. I often say I do not take credit for the responsible, caring, sensible men our sons grew to be. Two sons, never in any trouble. How does that even happen these days. I was in more trouble than not growing up. Happy! YES. Why? Two grown sons in their mid 40s with wives n children who both have even paid their homes off before age of 45. One just paid off a 2nd house! The one thing I could say SAD about is all my health issues that just jumped on top of me about 5 years ago after over 60 more years of being very active , strong and busy all the time. I lost ability to do all I once did for myself and others and all of my hobbies. The Hobbies today I dread n hate. They are seeing Doctors and tests and very slow progress or improvement at all for over 4-5 years now. I will STILL chose "HAPPY" like I hope lots of folks can chose as well. Since none of us deserve anything , yet wife and I have been given so much. Anytime she may get down and feel blue I just remind her of all we have and the great times and trips we took all over the USA with our sons-two to three times a year on good years. I am so very thankful today more than ever when I see those grandkids (they sleep over about every other weekend). Matters not if in person or when they Facetime us every few days. "Happy." They melt my grouchy old heart every time. I hope you all can say Happy more than Sad.
At least you all can say Happy this bla bla bla , rambling manusctipt is over by now!
 
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So, I know that’s a big complicated question and there’s always something in life that isn’t going right.

But overall, if you put everything in consideration, are you happy? With yourself? Your relationship(s), work, home, car?

Personally, no, I’m miserable and hate almost every aspect of my life. Not all of it - I have a great, supportive, loving partner and a few wonderful members of my family and that’s what keeps me going. But I’m just curious to hear how others are doing in these times!

Wow!

What a thread! This, to me, brings the often found debates about “thick versus thin,” “what’s the best filter,” “do Noack values really matter,” etc., etc., right down to reality.

And reality seems to me to be that we, as BITOGERs, are all human and oftentimes have a a lot of issues going on in our lives far beyond what we normally share in our posts. And the oil related issues we discuss, sometimes heatedly to the point of being locked, are often not so significant when compared to the rest of life’s problems.

Dogememe -

You asked the question(s) in your original post and I personally would say “if you’re not happy with your yourself, relationships, work, or home, why would you care about your car?”

Blasphemy from a BITOGER, I know.

But, in reading the rest of your original post, you stated: “I have a great and supportive loving partner….”

Well, if that’s true then I really believe you’re way ahead of tens of millions of people in this country. Seriously!

“….a few wonderful members of my family….”

Again, Dogememe - if you that’s true then consider yourself lucky.

I believe most people would be happy to have EITHER a loving partner OR one or two wonderful family members.

You have BOTH!

Focus on that. And focus on what’s positive in your life and draw on that.
 
I think that’s a heavily loaded question but the broad answer is yes. Financially I’m not where I want to be but for 27 years old I’m good. I feel behind often but the two guys I work with are 12-24 months from retirement and one has nothing, the other can probably survive for a year or two on his 401k but his SS isn’t going to make the mortgage and ex wife payment. By the end of the year my 401k, IRA and investments are on track to be in the 6 digits.

I’ve got quite a bit of debt but I’m 100% on time and ahead on all of it. It stresses me out but for really no reason.

I want to build a large shop to have room to do the stuff I like. My living situation is currently a 5th wheel on the farm at my parents place but it goes in the shop when it’s built.

I’m in a dead end job and have been promised a promotion 3 times but it’s never happened. Few managers are close to retirement in my area or have plans of leaving so moving up will take years. At this point I hold the job for a money cushion and for benefits and became aware that I needed to move myself forward in life rather than wait on the corporate world. That’s why I built my towing company and dump truck company. Additionally I’m a partner in the family farm and will likely take over eventually. I’m 4th or 5th generation on the same land.

In somewhat of an on and off relationship with a girl I really like who has a 2 year old daughter. I never was a kid person really but that has all changed now. Things aren’t progressing like I had hoped but I’m being patient. Never been in a relationship before so slow is good I suppose.

So in a nutshell, yes I’m happy. Lots of ups and downs like everyone has but overall I feel like I’m doing really well.
 
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