I NEED A GENERAL PURPOSE PROTECTION PISTOL. I WILL TRY A LOCAL RANGE SOMETIMES, NOT AN OFTEN TIME THING. I DO NOT HAVE ANY OTHER WEAPONS AT THE MOMENT, AND CAN'T AFFORD TO COLLECT. I AM THINKING ABOUT THE RUGER 380 LCP OR PERHAPS A 9MM. MY RIGHT ARM (i AM RIGHT HANDED) IS STILL A LITTLE WEAK AFTER A STROKE, BUT DEFINITELY USEABLE. SO HEAVY RECOIL AS COLT 1911 IS NOT GOOD. ANY RELIABLE 9MM NOT TOO EXPENSIVE OR SUPER BIG AS ALTERNATIVE TO THE RUGER 380?? NOT TRYING TO START A FLAME WAR. RELIABILITY, COST, AMMO COST ARE CONCERNS. DOES NOT HAVE TO FIT IN SMALLEST POSSIBLE SPOT. THANKS!