Give this one up to , tomorrow is a fresh day,let not your heart be troubled. You can overcome this in many ways...1) benzodiazapines, great for DT's and Lawyer BAR exams/College Finals and...Weddings. Don't mix w booze.This is a weird one, admittedly. Bit of a rant that I need to get off my chest but I'd appreciate some feedback. I'm being made to feel like I'm in the wrong here and I don't believe I am.
My Sister got engaged 2-3 years ago and made whispers to my Wife that her soon-to-be Husband was going to ask me to be a Groomsman.
I got hold of her and my own parents and made it quite clear that I absolutely did not want to be involved. I generally dislike weddings, especially the large, fancy, pretentious wedding she was going on about. In addition, the thought of getting up in front of hundreds of people, the prep, wedding rehearsals etc wasn't something I had time or mental capacity for.
6 months ago in conversation she brought up about the plans for me to be a groomsman. I made it clear again I appreciate it but I absolutely do not want to be involved. I dislike weddings and it was the exact reason that my Wife and I went to Gretna Green 320miles away to get married on our own (well, our parents came). My Sister, my Parents and my Auntie all started making out that I was the bad guy for not wanting to be a groomsman and guilted me into agreeing to it on the basis that my sisters future husband was struggling for groomsman having had a number of people pull out.
It's at this time I feel that I should mention my relationship with my sister future husband. I can count the number of conversations I've had with her future husband on one hand. We are very different people, and while I'm sure he's very nice, I don't know him from Adam. I know nothing about him and struggle to even speak to him as he's a very non-practical person and only into sports and I am the total opposite. It was always my understanding that a groomsman was supposed to be the grooms best and closest friends. No?
So after being nagged and guilted into agreeing to it, I had to go and be measured for a suit yesterday. Here comes the part I'm quite angry about, one of the main reasons for me giving-in to being involved was that her fiancé was struggling for a groomsman having had his brother pull out in what I believe was down to a childcare issue (they've planned the wedding for a Thursday, 100miles away from everyone) which is why I begrudgingly agreed. It turns out, I'm groomsman number 6.
In addition, while getting measured for a suit, the suit they've chose is an off-the-shelf item that comes in 'skinny-fit' only and absolutely would not fit me correctly and generally be uncomfortable.
I've spent all night wide awake stressing about potentially having to stand up in front of 150-200 people (the majority of which I don't know), wearing a suit that doesn't fit and is uncomfortable, with people don't really like or have anything in common with, etc. I'm ready to pull out. No suits have been bought for me and there's plenty of groomsman so I don't even see why I'm needed. But I know a wrath from my family is going to come my way.
This isn't about you....
When it results in sleepless nights, stress and anxiety it is absolutely about me….
Unless it’s ACTUALLY about your sister’s wedding. In which case it’s now called Narcism.
“Adulthood” is in fact, not for everyone. At least you know where you fall on the spectrum now.
Seems you listed several other reasons as well …The definition of Narcissism is to have a high importance of ones self. I don't believe that's what I'm doing here.
I'm simply saying that between a high stress job and family life with two young children and a Wife who also works full time, I do not have the capacity to be dealing with an active part in a wedding. I don't see how this fits in with that definition at all.
When it results in sleepless nights, stress and anxiety
LOL, weddings are not only for the bride. All that BS about her "special day" or being a princess. Putting the marriage into debt and stress right from the beginning. Talk about narcissism.Unless it’s ACTUALLY about your sister’s wedding. In which case it’s now called Narcism.
“Adulthood” is in fact, not for everyone. At least you know where you fall on the spectrum now.
I totally agree that this is not narcissism. In fact, when I accepted a workplace lifetime achievement award this past spring, I expressed my mantra passed on to me very early in my career. In essence, its that a person has to work and live hard to please oneself first and the rest will (mostly) fall in place. If you devote yourself to pleasing others, you will always fall short and be disappointed. Think about it. While it might sound selfish at first, it makes perfect sense. It's about knowing yourself and being comfortable in your shoes. This idea doesn't trump the importance of family, spirituality, friends, morality, integrity, etc.. It enhances and bolsters it. It's a huge burden off oneself when you accept this principle.The definition of Narcissism is to have a high importance of ones self. I don't believe that's what I'm doing here.
I'm simply saying that between a high stress job and family life with two young children and a Wife who also works full time, I do not have the capacity to be dealing with an active part in a wedding. I don't see how this fits in with that definition at all.
Just saw a congratulations sent around - one of the guys who once worked for me ? Having first baby ! Only her name is NOT the same!LOL, weddings are not only for the bride. All that BS about her "special day" or being a princess. Putting the marriage into debt and stress right from the beginning. Talk about narcissism.
In that case op should have done exactly as you postedNobody should be forced into being part of a wedding party.
Only a jerk would try and force someone to be a groomsman.
Sometimes I've had to say NO to people, who were trying to force me into situations that I didn't want to be in.
They never should have been pushy about it to begin with.
No, means no, the end.