Your clarification doesn't change my assessment, Duffy. What's changed in the time you quit that allows you to believe that you can go from being an alcoholic then to a social drinker now? All the research suggests that's not possible.
People don't wake up and decide to become an alcoholic. It happens in the way you describe, and they wake up (or as often, someone wakes them up) and observes they're addicts. Your response to quit was correct, especially if there's a family history. Personally, I think you're kidding yourself if you think you drink just b/c you like the taste of beer or the associations with other activities, like camping in Canada. And that somehow it'll be different this time, that you can control it. I bet you said that before, too.
Is it worth the risk? Your initial question...About your response to other intoxicated people..gives you the answer. Don't be so sure you won't become him again.
People don't wake up and decide to become an alcoholic. It happens in the way you describe, and they wake up (or as often, someone wakes them up) and observes they're addicts. Your response to quit was correct, especially if there's a family history. Personally, I think you're kidding yourself if you think you drink just b/c you like the taste of beer or the associations with other activities, like camping in Canada. And that somehow it'll be different this time, that you can control it. I bet you said that before, too.
Is it worth the risk? Your initial question...About your response to other intoxicated people..gives you the answer. Don't be so sure you won't become him again.