Very well written. Before I would just say “I can’t imagine”. Very personal thank you for sharing this with us.I was in downtown Manhattan making a coffee delivery. I witnessed it all. I had over $50k in vending and coffee equipment in the trade center I watched 1/10 of my business income disappear and I lost a box truck. Following that I lost another good amount of business in downtown Manhattan. No damage to my equipment but nobody wanted to come back to work for a long time. Downtown was vacant. I watched people jump that still haunts me to this day. When your best option is to jump from 100 floors up I can't imagine what was going on up there. I literally walked for hours to get to my aunt's house in Brooklyn to call home. My family was freaking out they thought I was dead my wife sobbed on the phone it broke my heart . My brother came and picked me up took me home I was filthy exhausted and In shock. I laid on the couch for days stunned, devastated , shocked and depressed. I lost friends and neighbors. I remember driving by the Merrick train station LIRR was shutdown for days. Parking lot had cars in still parked. I realized those people died never came home. Many years later my nephew came in from San Diego he wanted to go Downton to see the memorial and museum. Inside I was extremely nervous going but didn't show it..We went on a Sunday morning my wife daughters and nephew. When I saw the memorial I walked up to it my knees buckled I went down to my knees sobbed uncontrollably..It all hit me at once. I was embarrassed to be that way in front of my daughters but I finally got it off my chest.. With hard work my business recovered and so did I