i think you only claim to have been banned, but are actually in the witness protection program, and cannot reveal you past identity, just like myself.
moderators basically don't want the forum to degenerate, like many other internets forums have.
some forums are self policing, and have trusted users that can delete posts. because the structure of this forum is different, you will get banned by the moderator, but you can appeal to Helen, and if you make your case, she will let you stay. Basically, it is like you are in someone's house - you behave by the house rules. if someone doesn't like it, they can start their own forum. that's called democracy.