My paternal grand parents were from Ukraine.Your parents being from Ukraine should’ve given you all the knowledge you need. Nobody in the history could make it work, millions of lives have perished as a result, what is there to understand other than it’s an evil system?
Without putting words in your mouth, I believe you are thinking in extremes. For example, Capitalism can have serious problems, such as monopoly power, economic instability and short termism. Many speak to the wealth divide in America. There is much more. In America, Socialism tends to add things that the private sector is not able to provide or chooses not to. The US Military is the single biggest Socialist function in the world. Our Police Forces. Social Security has pulled our seniors out of poverty. Public infrastructure (roads, bridges, airports) connects us across the US (and beyond) and offers opportunities for education, healthcare, and employment. Not to mention public schools.
My point is, looking only at extremes ignores the good and bad of just about everything, depending on your point of view.
I am a Capitalist; Capitalism has pulled more people out of poverty than any other economic system. But I am also in favor of using Socialism to supply needs that are not Capitalist appropriate.