bummer, guys ... I think.
UPDATE:
had cornea thickness done today: 512 on both
normal is 550
so I have thin corneas, which is bad.
BUT pressure was 18 today; (last time about 3 wks ago, it was 21). but I guess corrected for the thin cornea it will be about 20 ...
wonder why the difference from 21 to 18 in the pressure...different person did the pressure test today...
and how much does the pachymetry (cornea thickness measurement) depend on the person who does it? after all, he touches the eye with some instrument, and he was just a technician/assistant...wonder if it differs (another reason to get a 2nd opinion ??)
Also did an HRT (image of the optic nerve), and both optic nerves look slightly cupped (already knew last time). This is the 3D image that the this "doc" would monitor every 6 months or so to see if there are any changes...I still hope very much, that my optic nerves just look like that and won't change much.
HOWEVER, i was able to check off one fear I had (the worst):
the records from old doc (1 yr ago) came in, and he did notice "physiological cupping" at that time; just never told me ...I wonder why. That's all he wrote on my chart. (he only did the optic nerve photo, not HRT image)
I was afraid that he (old doc) saw a normal optic nerve 1 yr ago and now I have cupping, and it had "cupped" so much in ONE year; well at least it was there that time, too ...
Optometrist was not there today, but he's gonna look at all that and call me back pretty soon and tell me what he thinks.
I think I will get a 2nd opinion from an ophthalmologist anyway...
I am trying to OPTImistic, and think that glaucoma is very treatable and lots of people have it, and if I manage it, I won't go blind...
and most of all, my optic nerve didn't cup that much within one year ...that would've been bad, if it did.
Just wanted to let you guys know.
will update again when the "Dr" calls. I think he'd want me to start treatment. (perhaps not, perhaps he'd want to see the HRT image again in 6 mo and start treatment/drops only if he sees changes??? idk)