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I have a herniated disc and have been a prisoner of a recliner for the past 3 weeks. I just got a steroid shot in my back which has worked to some extent, but I'm pushing for the more permanent surgical remedy. I don't need a never ending story as I age that will ultimately result in the same outcome just at a point where I'm even at MORE risk to surgery. Contradictions in conservative prudence I think.
Anyway, the outfit that did the shot isn't my back person, but I had to read and sign their "drug contract" about pain medications. It basically appeared to be a way to wash their hands of supporting a future drug habit. I can understand the motivation, but not so much the result.
For the past 3 weeks I have not had a step without pain. A shower that wasn't a race to see if I could endure the standing position long enough. Not more than 20-30 minutes of sleep in a recliner since it's the only place that I can have a non-flat prone position. I know every brace in the cushion ..etc..etc.
Now I can see not wanting to support "junkies". There are junkies of all kinds. They will create problems just to get pain meds. OTOH, when someone has bona fide legit conditions that include pain, why in the world would the medical community construct scenarios that would leave someone suffering for the ONLY reason for them not to be dependent on drugs? Why would that not become just another rehab item as would teaching someone to walk again after a severe trauma??
The level of drugs I was given is just enough to make my situation survivable. That's not saying that it is livable. Without being in an assisted living situation or not for Joyce and my daughter home from college, I'd be unable to even make my appointments without some outside help. I couldn't get on the MRI table without over dosing myself.
I could go into more detail (there's lot's more to say), but all I'll say is that I appreciate anyone who manages a good attitude with a permanent disability. It's a prison that I hope I'm only a visitor in.
I'll never take a painless step or restful sleep for granted ever again.
We leave you in a state of milder torture so you won't suffer from drug addiction. We care.
Anyway, the outfit that did the shot isn't my back person, but I had to read and sign their "drug contract" about pain medications. It basically appeared to be a way to wash their hands of supporting a future drug habit. I can understand the motivation, but not so much the result.
For the past 3 weeks I have not had a step without pain. A shower that wasn't a race to see if I could endure the standing position long enough. Not more than 20-30 minutes of sleep in a recliner since it's the only place that I can have a non-flat prone position. I know every brace in the cushion ..etc..etc.
Now I can see not wanting to support "junkies". There are junkies of all kinds. They will create problems just to get pain meds. OTOH, when someone has bona fide legit conditions that include pain, why in the world would the medical community construct scenarios that would leave someone suffering for the ONLY reason for them not to be dependent on drugs? Why would that not become just another rehab item as would teaching someone to walk again after a severe trauma??
The level of drugs I was given is just enough to make my situation survivable. That's not saying that it is livable. Without being in an assisted living situation or not for Joyce and my daughter home from college, I'd be unable to even make my appointments without some outside help. I couldn't get on the MRI table without over dosing myself.
I could go into more detail (there's lot's more to say), but all I'll say is that I appreciate anyone who manages a good attitude with a permanent disability. It's a prison that I hope I'm only a visitor in.
I'll never take a painless step or restful sleep for granted ever again.
We leave you in a state of milder torture so you won't suffer from drug addiction. We care.