Tony,
I echo the very meaningful comments that have already been made. I wouldn't presume to know what *** (sometimes the censor software is too thorough for our own good) has in store for you, but as you can tell from the previous posts, you have got A WHOLE BUNCH of people praying for you and thinking about you in the way that is familiar to them. As has been said, don't give up, and if times get a little tough, remember that we are not taking lightly the advice we give you. We don't pretend this is all easy, but you do matter to us and I am sure that that fact matters to you. You are now a fixture on my prayer list...a fixture, Tony.
Paul