I don't know what it is, but the more I read about economics or just things in general, the harder it is for me to come to "absolute" conclusions. I find it interesting how so many people are so convinced of anything to be honest. G O D or even capitalism vs whatever. My mind does not operate in a black/white mode. For example, I read a lot of articles from Peter Schiff and the mises.org site, especially since this crisis started. I'll then head over to Krugman's blog and read his Left leaning rants and he makes some interesting points. I guess I'm surprised after all these years we can't come to more of an agreement on certain aspects of life, such as what economics system is best. I would have thought by now there would be more of a consensus on how it works but I guess not. Always learning. I guess it ultimately boils down to your own perception of reality. I'm starting to think my continued interest or quest for the absolute truth is a waste of time.