I am LE and last night around 830pm a good friend "ate his gun" as it's termed. 4 kids, 10 and 11 boys with 18yr old girl in transit to Michigan to begin her college career with her 21yr old brother making the delivery. The delivery was early, 21 year old brother is beginning NYPD academy in August. Spend 15 years working with him. Never showed a sign. I will Probably never understand it.....RIP.